Due to Popular Demand!!

Due to popular demand and an increase in the fan mail(like real) requesting for Inspiraci to open up, I decided to blog about myself again(one of those rare posts). Why is that i always blog about other people(celebs) and events which have left an impression on me rather than myself? The answer is pretty simple. I hate attention. I'm an introvert. Wait a min. Geminis are supposed to be the party of the life. They are easy going and fun and talkative. Yeah, i do exhibit those characteristics to a certain tiny weeny extent but my private life is always an hush-hush affair. Only a few people know me inside out and understand how i behave. Well, Folks, I rather have a few good friends than many friends. I rarely open up to people about my problems and if i do, I have considered you a very special person.

People tend to form first impression very fast the first time you meet them and the first impression i tend to give people is an unapproachable and unfriendly guy who doesn't come across as a decent guy. My good friends were never close to me in the beginning(except study buddy-we hit it off immediately) until after some time. Seethai and Chrsytella are living proof of this( I had a bad opinion of them intially and they knew it but it has changed after multiple encounters). I don't have a good opinion of certain people whom i think suck in my first meeting and i will try to keep a low profile. I don't talk much and am very quiet in the 1st meeting. People feel intimidated and might feel uneasy when i stare at them or when i'm not wearing my specs according to Chrystella There's this theory which is applicable to me. Friends whom i were close to right in the beginning when i met them will not last. Am i going to change that part of myself where i have to be nice to people right from the beginning and look friendly and form a healthy opinion of people? It's going to take time but it's entrenched deep within me.

I'm not going to change myself for others as long as I know my friends know who I am and appreciate me. i rather be Mr Hated than be Mr Pleasant. Yucks. Moreover, I can't put myself through plastic surgery to look more friendly or go through a character enhancing workshop.Folks, I'm not loaded!!!!If i was, I will put that money to good use by buying a nice villa in Spain or France. Reality Check. Welcome back to the Inspiraci world!!!